Miss Indypendent

I have been searching for the definition of amazing:

"surprising greatly;" came up. "inspiring awe or admiration or wonder" was the second one. and the last one: "stirrings seem to speak of some hidden soul beneath" that one was surely the greatest. Amazing to me, is girls camp. And finding testimonies. Amazing, is realizing a dream house (with a dance studio---cha-ching!) is so close to being "home". Amazing is finding true friends. And mommy daughter days. Amazing is looking back on your life. Which is kind of sad. because sometimes I feel like I haven't been happy enough. And being happy is so important. Because being happy affects your family. A happy family effects a happy neighborhood. That happy neighborhood effects on the state. And such a state will effect hugely on the nation. That nation will affect the world. And so you see, being happy is the most important thing ever. And that is truly amazing.

someone once told me
that you have to choose
what you win or lose
you cant have everything
dont you take chances
you might feel the pain
dont you love in vain
cause love wont set you free
i could stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
so unhappy but safe as could be

so what if it hurts me

so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy,

just wanna be happy

Being happy is probably just doing things you love right? I love softball. I am ALWAYS happy to make a good play, hit a ball ( even if i get out.) and just being out there with my team. Because so many people out there can't play on a super league team like I am. Its Amazing. And then there is dancing. No way am I the best. But I am happy. I look forward to dance EVERY week. And my dance family has grown so strong that I am happy no matter what. I have grown up dancing and this is my eleventh year? Well, anyways I wish I could do aerials, and back handsprings and perfect fuetes. But at the same time, most people in the world don't even have enough money to dance. And let alone dance. Some people are not allowed. And that is just horrible. When you love something so much you just want everyone to feel as good as you. And so the stressing, that everyone seems to be doing lately, is somewhat silly. I mean life is GOOOOOOOD!!!!! Its summer twenty ten baby! How could you be sad when its SYTYCD season? And If your having a bad day, go see toy story three. It will cheer you up i bet you ten dollas!!! Anyways, Im little and only thirteen (as of june eighteenth!!!) and on a scale of one to five, I am about a 1 and 1/2 of being perfect. But I am a 5 on being happy. What more could I ask for?

"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
It's about learning to dance in the rain!"

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