When I saw you over there, I didn't mean to stare but my mind was everywhere I wanna know you.

so basically.

My post titles have nothing to do with my posts.

I just really enjoyed miley today.

Im no longer a princess.

It's been pretty depressing the past two days.

Really hard.

After our royalty finished

dancing to "Firework"

and I landed my aerial...

we all went in the dressing room and just cried our eyes out.

we held each other and bawled.

Every time I think of that moment I get emotional.

You probably won't understand why it is so emotional.

Unless you have been in the Little Miss Lindon royalty.

You make friends to last you forever. And memories that will never leave your brain.

So at church on sunday, I was sitting out in the foyer listening to testimonies.

One guy got up and started talking about a trip to disneyland his family took.

And how there was a program you could sign up for called "Princess For A Day" and hang out with the Disney Princesses all day. He went on to talk about his daughters and their excitement to be princesses.

Then he went on to say that we aren't princesses for one day.

We are fortunate enough to be daughters of god, and every single one of us is a princess for life.

And that made me cry harder then I did in the dressing rooms.

I needed to hear that right then.

And it has helped me through this whole week because I know that the message was meant for me.

Sorry, I didn't mean to go deep into church stuff, but this is my blog.

My indypendent blog.

And i'll say what I want to say (: